The last 3 weeks have been nothing but a load I decided to carry on my back for valid reasons. My initial motive for pushing myself into everything was to let my mind focus on anything other than negativity that was flowing freely within. But I’m proud of how I surpassed whatever came ahead. It wasn’t easy. Sleepless nights,tiresome days,hungry stomach and zero time for any break. But I realised that I fell in love with what I was doing. With my work. At one point it felt oddly settling to be tired. I started to embrace whatever my gut asked me to do. When something came ahead,I was taught to face it with dignity and grace whatsoever it was. I decided to deliver myself a kickass result. A satisfactory one.And by god’s grace and by the required support,today when I look back…I see nothing but effort that beautifully blended into love for what I was doing. Now I realise that my primary relationship is with myself-all others are mirrors of it. As I learn to love myself,I automatically receive the love and appreciation I deserve. If I am committed to myself and to living my truth,I will attract others with equal commitment. Just a self appreciation post because I become so busy trying to improve that I forget to appreciate what I already am🦋a KICKASS amazing yet psychotic mess.
Peace-ology 