Dear me,
Why do you hate yourself so much? When will you realise that the amount of love and affection you are capable of giving at this moment you deserve it and more than that you need it the most for yourself. Heal baby. You have so much to look forward to ,so many more adventures to embark on. Whatever happened you don’t need to pressurise yourself to give a name to it . The problem wasn’t you,get that in your head first. Your intentions and feelings are so pure and transparent. You never run away from anything-expressing,problems ,feelings ,pain and forgiving. You stand as tall as a tree. But sometimes believe that god wants to take you to a better and a safer place. That you actually deserve. Trust the intuitions. Believe in yourself. You deserve all the love ,happiness and peace in the world. You deserve choosing and prioritising yourself right now. You deserve peace for your battling self that is exhausted right now. You deserve surety and consistency. Don’t ever feel guilty for trusting something. Trusting was your choice… keeping up with it isn’t in your control anymore. Believe what’s happening. Accept what’s happening and eventually let go of any hope that is holding you back. Don’t force yourself to uncomfortable places. Trust your journey. Know that eventually you will reach where things are written for you.If certain things are meant to happen they most definitely will. Thats time’s responsibility not yours. Know that you didn’t deserve any wrongdoings but you have people that love you. Who stand right by you. Be proud of the way you have carried yourself and still are carrying yourself with so much dignity and grace. Now it’s your time to replenish all the broken parts to become better than before. Work on ,for and with yourself. Continue believing in what you stand by. You have the biggest gift of giving so much love. Treasure it for a while and spend it on yourself. I have trust on your strength and tolerance. You got this. And you will make it through❤️
Love you so much,
Me🤍
Peace-ology 